Q: My present consciousness does not like to concentrate on anything or on any definite object. It remains simply ‘spread out’. What is meant by that?
I presume you mean that you are living in the consciousness of the Self which is everywhere spread out throughout existence. That is how one usually experiences it.
Q: You have spoken of spreading out the Brahmic consciousness where one begins to lose the ego. What is this Brahmic or Brahman consciousness? Spread out where?
In the wideness of the Self and of the universal Divine Consciousness — these two together are the Brahman consciousness.
– Sri Aurobindo