Lack of interest in higher experiences

Q: Why do I find no interest, no joy, no satisfaction even in my higher experiences?

It is strange that there should be no interest or satisfaction of any kind. Perhaps it is the vital interest, joy or satisfaction that you are expecting? But that comes only if the vital takes part in the experience. Really I do not know what kind of joy you want. All experiences are not accompanied by joy. Interest is another matter.

– Sri Aurobindo