I don’t understand why the darkness comes so often and stays so long. Have I become worse than before?
No, you have become more conscious. Before there was even more darkness, but you were not aware of it. You did not perceive it as darkness.
I have no peace, no love, no energy for work. What stage am I going through at the moment?
A transition period in which you have become more conscious but have not yet gained control.
In what part does this darkness lie and how long will it remain there?
Especially in the physical consciousness—until the physical gets illumined.
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